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the air； and gradually the unseen men around him replied to each rifle shot with a cheer。 he would turn to face one direction； then move back to the breda this time on his strange human palanquin； followed by a man with a knife who carved a parallel code on shell box and gun stock。 he thrived on it—the movement and the cheering after the solitude。 this was payment with his skill for the men who had saved him for such a purpose。
there are villages he will travel into with them where there are no women。 his knowledge is passed like a counter of use…fulness from tribe to tribe。 tribes representing eight thousand individuals。 he enters specific customs and specific music。
mostly blindfolded he hears the water…drawing songs of the mzina tribe with their exultations； dahhiya dances； pipe…flutes which are used for carrying messages in times of emergency； the makruna double pipe （one pipe constantly sounding a drone）。
then into the territory of five…stringed lyres。 a village or oasis of preludes and interludes。 hand…clapping。 antiph…onal dance。
he is given sight only after dusk； when he can witness his captors and saviours。 now he knows where he is。 for some he draws maps that go beyond their own boundaries and for other tribes too he explains the mechanics of guns。 the musicians sit across the fire from him。 the simsimiya lyre notes flung away by a gust of breeze。 or the notes shift towards him over the flames。 there is a boy dancing； who in this light is the most desirable thing he has seen。 his thin shoulders white as papyrus； light from the fire reflecting sweat on his stomach； nakedness glimpsed through openings in the blue linen he wears as a lure from neck to ankle； revealing himself as a line of brown lightning。
the night desert surrounds them； traversed by a loose order of storms and caravans。 there are always secrets and dangers around him； as when blind he moved his hand and cut himself on a double…edged razor in the sand。 at times he doesn’t know if these are dreams； the cut so clean it leaves no pain； and he must wipe the blood on his skull （his face still untouchable） to signal the wound to his captors。 this village of no women he has been brought into in plete silence； or the whole month when he did not see the moon。 was this invented？ dreamed by him while wrapped in oil and felt and darkness
they had passed wells where water was cursed。 in some open spaces there were hidden towns； and he waited while they dug through sand into the buried rooms or waited while they dug into nests of water。 and the pure beauty of an innocent dancing boy； like sound from a boy chorister； which he remembered as the purest of sounds； the clearest river water； the most transparent depth of the sea。 here in the desert； which had been an old sea where nothing was strapped down or permanent； everything drifted—like the shift of linen across the boy as if he were embracing or freeing himself from an ocean or his own blue afterbirth。 a boy arousing himself； his genitals against the colour of fire。
then the fire is sanded over； its smoke withering around them。 the fall of musical instruments like a pulse or rain。 the boy puts his arm across； through the lost fire； to silence the pipe…flutes。 there is no boy； there are no footsteps when he leaves。 just the borrowed rags。 one of the men crawls forward and collects the semen which has fallen on the sand。 he brings it over to the white translator of guns and passes it into his hands。 in the desert you celebrate nothing but water。
she stands over the sink； gripping it； looking at the stucco wall。 she has removed all mirrors and stacked them away in an empty room。 she grips the sink and moves her head from side to side； releasing a movement of shadow。 she wets her hands and bs water into her hair till it is pletely wet。 this cools her and she likes it when she goes outside and the breezes hit her； erasing the thunder。
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II In Near Ruins
。小［说网｝
the man with bandaged hands had been in the military hospital in rome for more than four months when by accident he heard about the burned patient and the nurse； heard her name。 he turned from the doorway and walked back into the clutch of doctors he had just passed； to discover where she was。 he had been recuperating there for a long time； and they knew him as an evasive man。 but now he spoke to them； asking about the name； and startled them。 during all that time he had never spoken； municating by signals and grimaces； now and then a grin。 he had revealed nothing； not even his name； just wrote out his serial number； which showed he was with the allies。
his status had been double…checked； and confirmed in messages from london。 there was the cluster of known scars on him。
so the doctors had e back to him； nodded at the bandages on him。 a celebrity； after all； wanting silence。 a war hero。
that was how he felt safest。 revealing nothing。 whether they came at him with tenderness or subterfuge or knives。 for more than four months he had not said a word。 he was a large animal in their presence； in near ruins when he was brought in and given regular doses of morphine for the pain in his hands。 he would sit in an armchair in the darkness； watching the tide of movement among patients and nurses in and out of the wards and stockrooms。
but now； walking past the group of doctors in the hall； he heard the woman’s name； and he slowed his pace and turned and came up to them and asked specifically which hospital she was working in。 they told him that it was in an old nunnery； taken over by the germans； then converted into a hospital after the allies had laid siege to it。 in the hills north of florence。 most of it torn apart by bombing。 unsafe。 it had been just a temporary field hospital。 but the nurse and the patient had refused to leave。
why didn’t you force the two of them down？
she claimed he was too ill to be moved。 we could have brought him out safely； of course； but nowadays there is no time to argue。 she was in rough shape herself。
is she injured？
no。 partial shell shock probably。 she should have been sent home。 the trouble is； the war here is over。 you cannot make anyone do anything anymore。 patients are walking out of hospitals。 troops are going awol before they get sent back home。
which villa？ he asked。
it’s one they say has a ghost in the garden。 san girolamo。 well； she’s got her own ghost； a burned patient。 there is a face； but it is unrecognizable。 the nerves all gone。 you can pass a match across his face and there is no expression。 the face is asleep。
who is he？ he asked。
we don’t know his name。
he won’t talk？
the clutch of doctors laughed。 no； he talks； he talks all the time； he just doesn’t know who he is。
where did he e from？
the bedouin brought him into siwa oasis。 then he was in pisa for a while； then。。。 one of the arabs is probably wearing his name tag。 he will probably sell it and we’ll get it one day； or perhaps they will never sell it。 these are great charms。 all pilots who fall into the desert—none of them e back with identification。 now he’s holed up in a tuscan villa and the girl won’t leave him。 simply refuses。 the allies housed a hundred patients there。 before that the germans held it with a small army； their last stronghold。 some rooms are painted； each room has a different season。 outside the villa is a gorge。 all this is about twenty miles from florence； in the hills。 you will need a pass； of course。 we can probably get someone to drive you up。 it is still terrible out there。 dead cattle。 horses shot dead； half eaten。 people hanging upside down from bridges。 the last vices of war。
pletely unsafe。 the sappers haven’t gone in there yet to clear it。 the germans retreated burying and installing mines as they went。 a terrible place for a hospital。 the smell of the dead is the worst。 we need a good snowfall to clean up this country。
we need ravens。
thank you。
he walked out of the hospital into the sun； into open air for the first time in months； out of the green…lit rooms that lay like glass in his mind。 he stood there breathing everything in； the hurry of everyone。 first； he thought； i need shoes with rubber on the bott